Love that is within!

2010-08-05T10:12:00.001+08:00

2010-07-13T10:54:00.001+08:00

RELINK ME!!!

2009-04-11T19:20:00.002+08:00

HEY... MY NEW BLOG ADDRESS: http://www.dreamsdocometrue-iamforwhoiam.blogspot.com/

love yea :)

Change of plans!!!

2009-04-11T14:26:00.002+08:00

Hi guys, Gonna change my email add soon, so this blog will be no longer in use and most likely my new blog will only be ready in a weeks time, so till then,

Veeknesh :)

2009-03-29T19:24:00.001+08:00

Hi readers...

Welcome back to my life story! – Boring! Lol...

OK, as for wad Rey have mentioned in his blog, I’ve been going through many problems for the past donno how many days! Well when I asked myself what is the problem, I managed to figure it out that it was MYSELF... In the world, you may desire to do anything but you should never desire to be anyone but yourself! The reason why I am telling this is because it has happened to many around me and I can see it myself. What’s the point of being someone that you like? What is wrong being yourself? Well, for this two questions I will post it on another day.

So till then,
Veeknesh :)

2009-03-21T09:59:00.006+08:00

Hi readers...

It’s has been a while that I’ve blogged. Let me blog some things that is happening lately in my life. Well, this has been indeed a boring holiday because I didn’t get to do too many things at all. All that I could ever do at home is sleeping, watching television and eating. “I am so losing weight this holiday”, Haha. I do have many homes yet to be done. Not even touched any of them yet for the past 4 days and finally I decided that I’ve to do something about it, so called Jian Wen and told him to meet in school yesterday [Friday] and yes we did meet in school at 9am but sadly we did nothing except printing out our CH notes. What the crap! Can someone help me solve a problem that I’ve been facing for the past few months on not studying! How can some guys just really sit at one place and just study and study!? As for now, just finished my mathematics – Algebra revision papers and my chemistry revision paper. Still have many more to do!!! Ahhh.... Well had a boring 1A1 bonding day from 9 am to 1 pm... Basically wasted my damn time there! After which I went off to meet my Executive Committee members 07 and Benson to do a mini celebration for Mr. Raj birthday! We had a lot of fun as well as a lot of shame! OMG~

Here are the pictures that we took on that day! - IF YOU GUYS WANNA SEE THE VIDEO HEAD IT OF TO www.smbexecutive07.blogspot,com ... Oo... and the pictures do not in order! LOL...

That’s all for now guys... Will be back soon “I HOPE”!
Veeknesh :)

2009-03-10T18:10:00.002+08:00

OMG... My back hurts!

haha... k, that's a new starting for a post! LOL.
nothing much to update today, didn't go school and I was really bored @ home. I tried studying but I fall asleep while doing so... Gege... Hmm... Really damn boring la this few days. Hope that tmr will be fun!

Till next time,
Veeknesh :P

2009-03-09T23:05:00.003+08:00

Hi Guys...

How is everyone? I do know that it has been a while that I've not posted anything on my blog.
Trust me, I am not gonna lie like some ppl tt i was busy! Haha... It's just that I am damn lazy! K... Managed to change my blog skin! Hope everyone likes it.

1st - Thanks to those ex-co 07 who came back for the speech day! You really made my day guys :)

2nd - Sumone's Big Day is coming up and I really wish to tell abt that person in all 3 blogs... Lol!

3rd - My days r ok. But still not in the study mode! Hope to reach that mode soon!

That's all guys... Hope to update my blog soon with sumthing nice to see! Love yea :)
Veeknesh

2009-02-21T17:26:00.002+08:00

You are 74% controlling/perfectionist!

You are definitely a control freak, though sometimes you can step down from your position of control and let other people handle things. You don't trust other people very well, and you usually control the show.

How controlling/perfectionist are you?
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Oh, my, you are a 27% annoying customer

You're a good customer. When you shop, it's usually a pleasant experience on both sides, and if anything goes wrong, you can handle it like an adult.

Are you an annoying customer?
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Wow... Tts so true abt me!

2009-02-21T17:09:00.001+08:00

Ooooo... I finally managed to get my 1 point for participation for my CCA... So where are my council executive points? 3 years in a row man! Deputy Head Prefect – 2007, 2008 & 2009...
This is so damn cool!!! Well have been busy a while! Hmm, speech day is coming soon and once again I am going to usher the GOH... there will be a full dressed practice on Monday and I’m going to be once again very busy renting out the new vests. I have to book the entire vest for the councillors... So good right! Push all the smelly ones to the others... Muahaha...
Well, gtg now... See yea next time!!!

2009-02-01T18:00:00.004+08:00

Hi...

It has been awhile that I've not updated my blog...

Many things that have happened in my life for the past few days... At times I just wished that everyone can see how much of effort that I have placed for the council. Looking back at my life, I've realise that I've got nothing... It has been very long that I've not been myself. I just feel that I am always being made use of and now I feel that all I did for the council is just a simple waste of time. Who said that being a councillor is fun? Yes, council might be fun if you r one of those who does nothing for the council. I may sound like an asshole to others who say that "I've done my best for the council too"... But do you really think that your effort is equal to the efforts that the Executive committee 05,06&07 have placed in for the council. I do know there is this person in one of these ex-co is trying to tell that the council is a waste of time. But don you guys have brains? Why do you care of that idiot telling you such a thing? She has not done anything for the council at all. All she has done is showing off like an asshole! Why don you see those who have placed a lot of effort on bringing up this council as an example? It might be true that CCA is more important but come on if everyone says that "my life is more important", I don think that there will be a government in a country or any arm force working for the country! Be useful! If you say that you cannot juggle things then u r just being lazy or not giving enough effort! At times I always get this question on my mind, "For what I've done for the council, am I being rewarded?" I don think so! But that doesn't mean that I will not serve the council! If you r just there in the council board for ur damn CCA points, then you will never get anything out of it. And for those who don feel guilty, I think your parents have not grown you up well enough, I just pity your parents for growing a animal for all this years!

Till next time,
Veeknesh

2009-01-27T19:17:00.001+08:00

I don't know if u guys believe in this kinda things but it is really telling me who I am! Try It!

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Where Your life is Going You are a very determined and willful individual. You have strong set goals that you plan to reach no matter what. You may be an overachiever at times but that's because you want to be successful in your life. The greatest accomplishment for you is when you reach a high goal. However, you constantly worry if you're not good enough to do something, or if your life doesn't go according to plan. You worry a lot about your future, and if it will meet all your high criteria. Don't worry, with your determination, and hard work ethic, and organization chances are things will go according to plan.
Commitment
Looked down on
Being Alone
Death
Disappointment
Losing Someone
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

School Reopen!

2009-01-11T18:38:00.005+08:00

This topic may sound old but I just wanna tell wad has been happening in school for the past one week!

Let me start with Day one - I don need to tell u rgt! U shd know how boring it has been the whole day!

Day two - Hmm... Well we had this course called super achievers and I think tt the course was a wake up cal to all!

Day three - Ok... The same old course tt i attended!

Day four - gege!!! I was absent!

Day five - On this day, The normal lessons started and I got to know how hard is sec 5 life is goona be. I just hope that I'll not end up in IMH.. gege... The class was really better off without those talkative ones! Really, not to hurt anyone but I think everyone gets to concentrate now better! End of the school we went to Singapore Poly! We went there and get to know wad kinda courses tt they offer & guess wad the course tt i wanna go is like cut off point - 9 & the other one was 11! SO DAMN LOW LA! Went back home did Homework! "suddenly good boy ah"

Day six - Everyone has the last day of sch but we had our second last day! Yes Yes... We had to go back on a sat! But this day was not bad too, It was fun and end of the day was the irritating part where my councillors are doing a damn last min work which seems to be scary! In the end, Rachel, Jie Ying, Christy, Cody & me went to Mac and started eating and I found out tt the council has a eating gaint[cody]! Haha... He just kept eating & eating...

Day seven - It was really fun begging outside a shop! Could hear many ppl complaining abt the govt. on firing ppl & yet getting money! haha... It was tiring but it was fun to be with friends doing something useful!

Last Night!

2008-12-27T23:23:00.006+08:00

Hey Hey!!! How was ur day so far huh? Been missing my friends lately! But its ok still have my neighbours to hang out with! Well last night went to watch "Bedtime Stories" with them! Well the movie was really funny! Its another movie that u must really watch! Nothing much happened today... Woke up, brushed teeth, took shower, ate breakfast, watched TV, used MSN, slept, went out with neighbours to eat, came back home, used MSN again, watched TV again, use MSN again and now blogging! Lols... What a boring day huh! Well, school is gonna open soon and I'll be able to meet my friends! Hope that we will be still able to hang out after school rather than going back home! Well not too long though! Can't wait to feel being the oldest of the school huh, SEC 5 STUDENTS! Wow... Lols~

Well nothing much to post, going to school this Monday with Jian Wen to collect our eagles award and than go watch YESman! Hmm... Hope that I'll be able to collect the money on the day itself so that I & Jian Wen can go buy things for school! Need to buy few things... A wallet, Sch bag and etc!

Hmm, got my Christmas presents from Raji, Ben, Hema, Idah, Wendy...
Raji- Adidas Shower gel & Toilette!
Ben- Adidas Toilette & Adidas Perfume!
Hema- Chocolate!
Idah- Spongebob socks :) so cute!!!
Wendy- Cup With God's Words on It!

The presents were beautiful guys... Thank You so much! Loved them :)

Till The Next Post,
Veeknesh :)

Blessed Christmas To Everone!

2008-12-26T13:05:00.004+08:00

I do know that this post is a day later than Christmas but I'm so sorry coz I was really busy yesterday!

WARNING: THIS POST IS A RELIGIOUS POST ABOUT CHRISTIANITY! THIS POST IS NOT POSTED TO OFFEND ANY PEOPLE! THANK YOU:)

Any ways as for ytd's post: Topic: The Greatest Gift!

What is the meaning of Christmas, Why do we celebrate this occasion?
Many people out there in this world are still thinking that Christmas is an occasion that we should be exchanging gifts. This is not true! Christmas is about remembering the Greatest Gift that every human being have received from God! Gifts can be bought to everyone and only can be kept as a memory but it cannot be kept for eva even after death. But what can be kept even after death is the greatest gift that we human have gotten which is Christ the Lord... God has given his only son to the world so that we will be saved from sins. But How many of us do celebrate Christmas now remembering God & the Greatest gift that he has presented to us? Not many! Christmas will never be the same without Christ in the celebration! Thanking God for giving us the Greatest gift to us is one of the way that a human should start off his celebrations. Telling someone about this God is another way of thanking him!

So why wait! Try it in ur Christmas day & u will be able to feel the difference!

Till the next post,
Veeknesh :)

2008-12-22T23:40:00.003+08:00

Wow... The movie "Twilight" rocks man! It was so damn Nice la, I mean haha... The movie had many nice love part... Woo... Not just that the movie was funny too... I think that this movie can be rated the 2nd! Of course the best movie that has great moves & etc is Harry Potter! Can't wait till July next year, Harry potter & the half blood prince is goona be out, so that's the only movie that I'll catch next year! So sad right :(

But whateva it is Twilight is a MUST WATCH movie!

That's all for now,
Veeknesh :)

2008-12-22T14:12:00.003+08:00

Hey... Wads up people!

You may realise that I've been having many countdowns in my blog nowadays... It is not my fault cause nowadays there r many events happening in life u see... There will be more coming up too... 1 is for New Year Event & the other one is for school reopen!

Haha... I'm so excited to be back in school soon! SEC5 huh! Can bully sec ones... Lols, just joking!

Nothing much to post now but will be posting soon coz me now going out with my sistas & bro-in-law! And remember to catch up my Christmas post to everyone alrgts... It sld be long but its just for u to read and learn what is Christmas really abt!

So till later,
Veeknesh!

Christmas Is On Its Way!

2008-12-21T11:20:00.001+08:00

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N-level Results R Out & It Hurts...

2008-12-19T12:16:00.004+08:00

This results really hurt me to the max man! I could have done much better for math and F&N... Damn those markers... How can I possibly get a 3 for both math & F&N... I am really very disappointed in myself! 10 Points man, a damn 10 points... OMG! Its like this makes me feel even more stupid.

Rey - 6 points { ok
Jian Wen - 8 points {ok
Natasha - 6 points {shoot, am I stupid? How in the world did she get a 6 and I end up with a 10?

Crap! I think its time to wake up and do well for my Os next year... Need a tuition! The biggest problem that I've to face now is traveling from boon lay to sembawang and back to boon lay is killing me! By the time I get back home, I 'll be half died. How can I possibly do it? Its killing me... Homeworks r not done on time & I've made a good decision! NO MORE COUNCILLOR BOARD PROBLEMS IN MY LIFE EVA AGAIN! I've done enough... Stayed back in school for no reasons and wasted my times that I could have rather studied for my Ns... No point regretting now... Its just too late! As what I've promised to myself, work hard for next year and bring all my 3s & 4s to a higher level... No friends in my class = good, coz I'll not have anyone to talk to now... Can study better off... And I would like to wish all who made it to sec 5 good luck & those who r starting a new life for themselves, I wish to say "work hard guys... Meet u @ poly"...

This were my damn results:
English - 4
Math - 3
Sci - 4
CH - 4
F&N - 3

Targets for next year 2009!
English - 3
Math - 2
Sci - 3
CH - 2/3
F&N - 1

This is the day that I was waiting for...

2008-12-18T01:11:00.004+08:00

Hi everyone...

Today has just started... N-level results is just hours away from now! Well, my targets may sound unreasonable but I've faith in God... He is the one who decides my life! I am very sure God has did his part in my N-level results, but if I tend to fail it should be my fault that I've not worked hard enough... Life has to go on till the day we all meet God... If I fail my N's, I've no worry becoz that is not end of my life yet! I'm very sure that God has already planned what is my life is like... I'll go on with whatever is in store for me...

As what I have mentioned in my previous blog, This are my targets...:
English: A die die must get 3
Maths: 1 to 3, any one of these would do
Science: 3 to 5, a pass would just do in fact but a better mark is always welcomed
Combined Humanities: 4 or 5, just what is expected
Food & Nutrition: 1 or 2, is what I love to get

Well overall my target for L1B2(English with best 2 subjects) is 5 to 8 & target for EMB3( English, Maths with best 3 other subjects) is 13 to 17... If its God's plan and if he has blessed me enough I'll achieve it...

This is what I can say for now I guess!

Whatever happens after this post is all up to God!

Praise The Lord!
Veeknesh:)

N-level countdown starts now!!!

2008-12-17T11:53:00.002+08:00

N-lvl results on its way [part2]

2008-12-16T17:18:00.004+08:00

Hey...

The clock is ticking and my heart is pumping too fast already... Although there is an excitement in one side, the other side is very scary! I mean it is like I will be one of the last ones to get my results... OMG... The 33rd one to get the result... Haha... Very scary! Hmm... Nearly another 30+ hrs left!

Till my result is out on 18 dec 2008,
veeknesh :)

2008-12-15T02:10:00.002+08:00

For the past few days, I do not know what is wrong with me!
I don't know why I feel so left out & scared! Is it something that I've done wrong?
Well, somethings r just good as it is, I mean just let the questions to be not answered. Cause I think that if I get to know the answers, I may feel hurt... So why worry on things that I really don't know? Hmm, I have no idea on what else to say now...

Few things that r happening for the next few days...
15 Dec 2008 @ Caroling Nite 1
16 Dec 2008 @ Caroling Nite 2
17 Dec 2008 @ Cousin's house till midnite
18 Dec 2008 @ Big Day @ School - one crying, or being the happiest man in the world!

Well thats all for now I guess...
Till the next post,
Veeknesh :)

Sleepless Nights!

2008-12-13T00:40:00.003+08:00

I've no idea on why don't I get sleep for the past few weeks... It has been nearly a month that I've slept well.

I just feel totally lost. A lost soul finding its way back home & searching for reasons on many things that are just not right... I do realise now that I've wasted my secondary school life serving a school which has not brought me far enough... I might have been a successful student leader but deep down my heart I feel that I've failed being a successful student and failed to know myself better. I'm really feeling so lost... Life is so unfair, we have such a short life to succeed in many things... How? Isn't there anyway to find out the reasons behind what God has planned for us? I feel so separated from God, friends, family... I just feel that I've lost everything over this past few days...

I had always wished to be like this person or that person, but I've nva wished to be myself? What is wrong with me? Nothing right! I mean, why are people ard me trying to push me into a dark zone of loneliness? Why are people always trying to find fault with me? What makes them see me alone from the rest? Is it because I've always tried to me perfect man who wish not to do any mistakes that I end up messing up everything? There were always people ard me doing mistakes that can be seen but why find fault on me? I have always been trapped in a confused state. Why don't anyone see that I'm always trying to fight... I've always been fighting alone... Although I may be seen happy with my friends but I don feel the friendship between us... I don feel anything... Most of my friends have been there for me when I am down, but yet I don feel the friendship!

I do know that this post is some sort of being off sounded but all I know till now is that I'm lost!

Till the next post of truth,
Veeknesh :)

N-lvl results on its way!!!

2008-12-12T12:13:00.003+08:00

Let me just put my previous posts inside the rubbish dumb! I cannot be bothered if she does or does not forgive me! I've done my part...

What I care for now is my N-level results... The days are passing by and my heart is pumping harder every minute... Will I make it trough! Well, I don't wish to go sec 5 but i must get a EMB3: 13-15! I just want to show all those who told that I will not make it into sec 5 that they were just wrong! MUST SHOW THAT B**** RAJA... She is just a pain in my ass! My target is 13-15 pnts and make it to Higher Nitec course - Business studies "Event Management"! Well, you can say that it is a stupid thing to do but I'll disagree with you! Coz I just fell sick of studying the same old subjects of El, Maths, Sci, CH, F&N, Tamil... I just wanna try out new subjects like events... Well I went to the ITE web page and saw the types of lessons that events do through & I seem to like it! In fact, there will be chances for me to gain working experience together... It sounds good. Well many say that its easy to be the top ranking of ITE coz not all will come there to study! Its ok if I make a bad impression but I've decided to get through this for my own future sake!

Well till the next post,
Veeknesh :)

"Anger" makes anyone say anything! - Wow wad a joke?

2008-12-11T17:34:00.002+08:00

What a Joke, is that called a joke for u? If i had said this and say that it was just a joke la... Would u eva agree that as a joke? At times jokes that u r just not really funny! Think abt the joke and try telling it to ur BF and see if he would eva like it!

If u don mind but can u remind me on how did I get to know that you liked me? Oh Yeah, I had a dream and Angles came down to tell me that... Haha... Wad eva... I don think I would want to talk abt the past...

For today's post:

"Anger" is a type of feeling that everyone goes through when something goes wrong... What is the job of the brain? Well, giving or sending msgs to the body parts! When u feel happy or sad, the brain sends the msg to ur heart to think twice be4 u come to a conclusion! Unlike feeling sad or happy, feeling angry is much worst. When someone feels angry the msg doesn't get through from the brain to the heart coz anger is a faster process than the msg! No one can say that when u feel angry u would still have the time to think what is wrong or what is right. It just comes out. If u think that anger brings out something that is deep down the heart, than i guess u r wrong. As what I say, anger does not go through heart. So what eva comes out is not what is in the heart. When someone is feeling sad or happy that is when the truth comes out!

Btw, I am sorry if i have hurt u. I didn't say it out becoz its the truth but it came out becoz anger has blocked my eyes and I had no time to even think abt what I have said & I have to agree that now it does not make any difference coz u r still gonna be angry wif me but I'll always wait for you to forgive me! :)

Till the next post, Ur Veeknesh :)

I AM WHO I AM!!!

2008-12-09T19:33:00.002+08:00

Look, this may sound like I am A worried person but this is what I would like to tell you... I am not worried about what you say about me or what you think about me. I do know who am I and I do know how I look like. No one actually asked for your damn comments on how do I look. 1St thing is that you have to realise that you are not a hot babe or at least a good looking one, so why care on how i look to you! Mind your own problems... I do know how I look like, and you know what, I am good looking. Although there are better ones than me, I do know that i am one of the best looking Indian guys around. By the way, I've to thank God that I didn't agree to your proposal. I've realised what you are. And I am not going to be worried cause I don't think that I'll ever fall in love with a disgusting looking girl like you. And guess what, I might not be good looking to others but I do know how to treasure people and I also do know how to keep a girl happy like A MAN! So i don need you to be telling me things which aren't true about me understood. I hope that you do read this & get some guys to like you 1st!

Sister's Wedding - 4 Oct 2008

2008-12-09T11:08:00.005+08:00

Hey... I do know that it has been more than 2 months that my sister's wedding took place. But you have to understand that the wedding photos will take at least a month to get ready! So its not my fault on posting this late!

Mr & Mrs Bennet Wedding Car!

The Gift Of Love From The Husband To Wife!

Mr & Mrs Bennet AJ!

Such A Beautiful Couple!

They Just Love Each Other So Much!

Kiss!

The Doll Was Just For Made For Them!

1980s Couple! "Don Take It Wrongly, This Was A Grand Entrance"

The Grand Entrance Of Mr & Mrs Bennet AJ

Pouring Of Wine!

The Toast

One Happy Family! :)

Us!!!

Me & Mrs Bennet AJ! lols :P

He Always Loves To Be In The Pic!

Me & My One Day Girlfriend... Haha... Hot rgt!

Eddie + Jian Wen = CannotMakeIt (CMI)

2008-12-01T10:40:00.002+08:00

Ok, i gotta say this but really Eddie is a idiot... He has no brain to think, I'm always not the one who stands on the way for our plans... It has also been him, Ok I do apologise for not calling him last sat but today we are supposed to meet and go for jogging... But ended up he has to help his dad! haaaa.... Jian Wen is another one! Call him to come over to Bukit Gombak for the sports hall but he insist of going to yishun's sports hall... Always only wanna save his own trip money where I have to come all the way to yishun! Bukit Gombak or chua chu kang has sports hall too, and its fair to all of us coz its in the middle but no one cares... OMG!!! Wadeva, Hopefully I'll meet them tml for jogging... Hmm...

That's all for today!

see yea, Veeknesh

Gotta Go On A Diet!

2008-11-29T00:01:00.001+08:00

OMG... I can't belive myself and I've also not realised on how fat i've become frm the previous time... Damn fat already... Need to go on a diet + excercise!!! Well Eddie and I have decided to start of with jogging and follow up with gym i guess? Not sure yet la, See how 1st... Btw 5 days in a week of going on a diet and excercising shd be good enough to reduce weight by jan 09 I guess... Now I've already reached overweight... Need to atleast lose 10kg of weight by 1 month... alot rgt! Hopefully by God's grace i'll be able to look good by jan!

All the best to myself!!! lols... :)

Veeknesh

Memories that nva ends...

2008-11-28T17:09:00.000+08:00

Hey, How are u guys doing?
Hope that all of u are just doing fine! It has been long time since we have chatted together like the old days... Just wished those days had nva moved... Days may fly abt but Memories, it has no ending... It was just seem like ytd that we became Ex-co... I missed u guys alot! Hope to see you guys even after we move on in our lifes in different ways. Really hope that we will sit together one day and have the same old grandma grandpa stories :)

Good Luck for ur Results guys...
Here r some pics that bring my memories ard everyday! :